On the Brink of Writing!!

There's a spinning in my head .. round and round .. like going on a merry-go-round. Experiencing something differently and unknowingly wondering why this period is such dizzy and frenzy. Dilemmas and contradictions are conflicting my mind. May be people who are so sensitive do go through this phase in their life. May be too much of thinking harms the mind. Questions are never-ending and the answers found are not convincing. Though life gives charms and spells and few spells can be broken and few spells which were cast are never to be broken and the mystery prevails. Does questioning to ourselves give anything rather than a more and more confusion? which is why they say Ignorance is bliss!! When you know something and you have decided to know more about it, there you lose the peace and the game begins.. patience gets down and some invisible force draws you back, like a witch or a wizard does a black-magic to you. You tend to have a squeezing and disastrous feeling that you are get...

The thoughts in my mind echoes a zillion things. I have learnt a lot just by reading a lot of articles and blogs. Magazines,books,just a piece of paper with some random information makes me wacky happy. I have been very much gripped to write since I was a child. Know that only the white paper can make me stay at peace. I think when the world was against me, when the destiny was playing pranks on me, when pals were on the verge to decieve me the sole thing that saved me is this bamboo processed paper and some glitter pens, sketches and pens made my hand doodle and scribble the crazily running thoughts which were unable to be trapped and seeded out or repaired. yes at times, I feel that the process and the root of our thoughts can be repaired, shampooed and conditioned ..LOL just like the damaged hair needs some good serum and a conditioner to repair. Hey! sounds weird that now I am undergoing a period of frizzy and bad-hair days. At home every body says ..whats that hair of yours? wha...