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There's a spinning in my head .. round and round .. like going on a merry-go-round. Experiencing something differently and unknowingly wondering why this period is such dizzy and frenzy. Dilemmas and contradictions are conflicting my mind. May be people who are so sensitive do go through this phase in their life. May be too much of thinking harms the mind. Questions are never-ending and the answers found are not convincing. Though life gives charms and spells and few spells can be broken and few spells which were cast are never to be broken and the mystery prevails. Does questioning to ourselves give anything rather than a more and more confusion? which is why they say Ignorance is bliss!! When you know something and you have decided to know more about it, there you lose the peace and the game begins.. patience gets down and some invisible force draws you back, like a witch or a wizard does a black-magic to you. You tend to have a squeezing and disastrous feeling that you are getting hurt. The more you think that you are getting hurt or being hurt it hurts you the most. After all this internal fight in me. Concluding that nothing is in our hands. When nothing can really be controlled and when some thing is happening beyond our will, when some thing cannot exist or some thing is seen like an illusion. Nothing..Nothing can really calm down anything .. a big tide comes and washes away the sand.. the castles you build, the names you write, the stones you carve nothing can exist ..as time and tide waits for none.. nothing can really wait for anything or anyone .. things that have to be changed will be changed unintentionally, things that are to be done will be done involuntarily, some thing might happen against our will .. the living beings do not have any power to control any of the circumstances..When you are drawn into the battle of fighting against some thing ..you really have to fight like a warrior ..building a whole lot of armour around you .. defending, protecting, bravity and courage has to be injected into your blood only then the universe conspires in your favour and does its best .. I'm just dissolving this feud that happen in my mind and the friction I am bearing everyday, trying to answer my self and to relate to the problems I fall into everyday ..Everything happens for a reason. You do not have any control over anything .. when things have to happen they just happen..you cannot wait for some thing to happen .. you do have to take the initiative and act as a catalyst for the chores you want to do and the actions you take..Rest is in the hands of almighty..if you believe or some super natural power that is making us live and run in this world ..Just Move on ...as life goes on .. only thing that you can really do is to imbibesome rays of optimism in you .. which is the charm that makes you live in peace !!

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