being in solitude!!

I packed my backpack with the most needed things my clothes , a track suit, pajamas, a nice cosy pillow, some necessary accessories, two inevitable things a book and a pen and a travel guide...I have decided to go to some pleasant place where I will be free of this hassle free life...and...I want to run away from the mudane life..which has lost spice and sanity...hmm..I no longer want to stay in a place of disgust and seriously fly away in to an area where I ..ME...Myself.. will be in a place of solitude..so that I can enjoy my own privacy..succumb to the intoxication of the beauty of Nature..definetely Nature teaches you a lot.. nature makes you know how to lead a prosperous life..how to face the difficult times.....with patience and flexibility...these were the thoughts wandered in my mind..then I came back to the present world on hearing the sound of the wall clock ..hmm....and then I packed a lovely food for me..a loaf of bread, sachets of marmalade, honey, chocolate chip cookies to munch in my leisure enjoying the chilly weather..some crisps and some other eatables that would help me fill my stomach in my journey to the coldside.....I made myself to the outside from my house and I had put my luggage in my maroon coloured truck...I love my truck..its fun to drive down the road in my truck...it has given me many memories filled with fun n cheer...I started the truck with a jeery sound and then me in the truck..was soon down the lane....driving merrily enjoying the splendid climate..the sun is bright up in the sky..but the climate was moderate it was not very hot or cold...I played few mellifluous songs in my player..soon the I was in the middle of a dense forest...where I could see canopy trees...which are in the shape of an umbrella...I had a feeling that am I entering an amazon forest..the forest is covered with thick green blanket of trees and plants everywhere...the sky seemed to be cloudy...and..slowly there was a change in the weather too..the warm climate has been changed to a cold one..my joy knew no bounds..I couldnt believe myself... me in the middle of such a dark green forest among the wild..its a real adventure to me...who's going to spend a life of a solitary individual....up in the hills I can see the snow capped mountains touching the sky...the clouds like a crown on the top of the hills...each and every thing in life...starting from a unicellular organisms to a multi cellular...living things and non-living things are interrelated and the science and philosophy behind them are very much the same..its applicable to each of them in every possible way...they work on the same principles but the mechanism is different....I drove past a clear road..both the sides of the road was covered with lush green meadows...the soul inside me wished it could lie on the meadowed land and bask in the glory of nature..looking at the blue sky...the birds flying in the air in a V-shape the unity of the flock of birds..which is lacking among the wise humans today in this world...and so I stopped my truck on the side of a road...and indulged in the ecstatic view...I had taken few crisps and a handful of chocolate cookies ..and...ate them..enjoying each and every bite of the yummy chocolaty taste...and...munching the crisps......I let my imagination go wild..looking at each and every possible thing around me in curiosity and answering the vigorous questions that run in my mind...hmm!!..I was singing songs along with the chirping birds on the trees I jotted down my thougths in my diary...and...was back to my seat inthe car....the car was moved...wheeled..jeered..on the road....the more I enter deep into the forest..the more I could discover the secrets of earth...my fingers went numb due to the extreme cold weather..I took a jacket from my backpack..and...wore it to withstand the cold...ah!!..the most spectacular sight ..the one which I was longing since my child hood was just ahead of me....Its snowing!..yaay!!..Its snowing....its evening time..and the snow is covered on the leaves of the plants..and..trees...Its like a secret silver garden....the pine cones, fir trees which are very tall that almost seem to reach up the sky...I whistled...hooted..and...sang...and..talked to the inner me...answering to the innocent questions it always poses me.....hmm..my escapade has been really adventurous...which gave me most memorable moments....I was being very spiritual these days..detached from the materialistic and worldly pleasures and hehe!!..I m being ascetic too...the best one can discover himself is being in SOLITUDE!!....

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