Exams time its FUN time !!

Looking at the title you might really be puzzled..whaat?..exams time is Fun time..yes!! for me ..exams are fun..pure bliss..joy...when the moment the college declares the date for the examinations...there is a fear that strikes my heart..some where...and..at a time..I want to learn the subjects..but no dont want to...I have a lot of zeal to learn but I wont learn...I want to do all unimportant things at that time especially...my mind..wishes for all pleasures...its at that time..I would want to watch more movies staying awake late nights...watch songs..sing songs...write songs...my mind is even more relaxed though in some corner of my mind..my conscience always makes me aware...hey! its exams time..you need to concentrate, study and get good marks..I tell my mind...for good concentration.I need some relaxation..I unwillingly opens up the book so that my soul will be satisfied to some extent that I am not wasting time keeping the text books and the study material infront of me...my bed is my study table..it is fully crammed with books..whole lotta stuff..the stationary ..pens,rough books, scribbling pads, colour markers, pencils..all possible things which will be handy in my study time..but when will that study time come for me...NEVER...I have to study..but I DONT wanna study...so, one look at the text book...I dont remember the author's name how many times I might read...I look at the contents that I am supposed to study...my eyes cant even read the chapters names..Just a glance, then I count the number of pages that have to be learnt...oh !! gosh !! doing with this work...I get tired !! and..opens up my laptop listen to songs or do facebook..what I do is update the status and search the profiles..other wise..poke up few people..whether had they got any important questions to read...with that most of time gets over...then lethargically opens my heavy text book which was spiral binded. I try to read and then learn but I dont have that much of patience, so I choose the easiest way to learn..that is Just read and not learn. understand the concepts partially, a few key words to remember, diagrams are practiced only once and having a tint of happy feeling that atleast once I had looked at the syllabus. By this time, I am already tired..tell my friends..wake me up at 5.00 A.M in the morning and plug in my ear phones and sleep..I play my favourite songs and try to make my mind calm saying it Dont worry, dear !! you will definetely pass tomorrows test !!..with that my soul becomes totally dormant .. and that next day..My alarm rings..snoozes..I stop the snooze or set the alarm to wake me up just a half-an-hour later..because half-an-hour more sleep matters..and again gets back to sleep. But in that half an hour...there will be a dream coming in my head..myself, opening up books..sitting on the bed and studying..I feel as if I am learning the things steadfast and they are easy..as if I am practicing the diagrams and appreciating my self ..how good I am for waking up on time and learning..but to my HORROR...the time I wake up will be 7.00 A.m. I wanted to wake up in 30 minutes but it took me two long hours to wake up and come back to my senses...till then, I was thinking I was studying...but my books were closed and were aside..I haven't learn anything important as such..I hurrily burrily turn over the pages..buries my head into the book and some how manages to learn everything in the last half-an-hour...then, telling my self...cool down babe !! .. you will some how manage to write the exam well and pass...making up mind to pass the test I go and refresh my self and go to the college carrying those large, heavy books in my hand..people think I am a nerd ...but after reading this you know..what a big NERD !! I am !!..how fun to me exams are ..sitting in the examination hall...I ponder and wonder what to write ... some how fills up the paper and will be the first person to give away that nasty paper..and...come back to my dream world.. and..then Pray god..GOD !! atleast make me pass in the test..I will definetely work hard for my next examination..!! the days are always the same..days dont change..my marks dont change..so are the examinations...and the BIG HOPE to crack the marks in the next test NEVER change !! ..

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