Crazy Octopus!

I like the way you sound in the morning ...I like the way I can't keep my focus
I watch you talk, you didn't notice
I hear the words but all I can think is
We should be together
Every time you smile, I smile
And every time you shine, I'll shine for you the morning ..
I realize your laugh is the best sound I have ever heard.. ..this is a song .. which perfectly matches with my thoughts ..and this is a song by Taylor Swift... I wonder ..what If this lady doesn't exist ..
I thank her a million times just because all my inner and deepest thoughts are almost the same as she writes and she sings in her songs .. I can relate my self to every song she sings ..
My thoughts always run randomly in my head . I wanna have many things to achieve and many dreams to conquer most of them are like to see my self like a diva ..a diva who writes pretty well..who can sing well ..who is god-damn creative..with an amazing accent and pretty intelligent and smart ..and more over a smart person who can live solely by her earning ..I don't want to depend on my daddy's money anymore ..I am 21 and hoping very much to earn well and
realised it is skills and money which makes you live in this world ..to live like you always dreamt off ..I don't know to crib over anything for so long ..what if it doesn't work ..just wait and you've got many opportunities to grab and it is my optimism that keeps me alive though disasters happen ..I have been a dreamer since I was a child ..at times, afraid my life might be just a mere dream ..I don't want that to happen .. so I will strive to achieve ..and conquer my dreams ..
And I am happy ..I have this qualities of being very independent and not relying on anybody ..
I am just like any girl but who is more bold and not afraid to speak out her thoughts and dreams .. I am always attracted to the good than the bad .. this quality might really do wonders ..
for me there is no a single person who acts like a role model .. I am a constant learner ..may be the some particular subject doesn't fascinate which I am currently pursuing but .. learns from the society and the nature .. I always do what I like .. I am a contented human being .. this is what at times makes people say ..I tend to be happy for the most simple reasons ..well this is what turns out to be my best quality .. I love everything I do .. I value my thoughts and dreams ..
May be they take a little time to turn to reality ..I have the intuition that I will mould everything to my self so that I can cherish every thing that I wanted to have ..
I have no clue why I am writing down what I am feeling now .. Just feels like writing it down ..
I consider my self crazy octopus .. who is drawn to various directions at a time .. it is at times hard to focus on various thoughts when you really ought to do some thing very important ..
I know ..I am on constant nerve to find out and discovering things about my self ..

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